I hate human who think about their self  needs 

who think that they should be the one be the first in all things

But i think they got it wrong

if you all stay being like that then i wish you all , all the best for life

iT NOT THAT hard to be EVIL 

BUT ITS harder then you think of to be an ANGEL 

well i wanna tell you something and show you this couple 

they are so sweet but they had long been apart 

wanna see ?

okey down here looked!

 well you can see here its blurred

are they sweet hais..

and theres one more

well i know its my fault for being not so caring upon you

but this is the right way , you hurt me , and i hurt you

we're both hurt from each other 

didn't expect this would happen 

you should know this up coming is our 1year anniversary 

please i wanna celebrate with you 

even if we have nothing to do with each other anymore 

but i still do care 

My truly facts that i can't hide .. erm yeah now im at melaca erm .. its cold here

Its you

Precisely i only left with three days 

Then you're gone 

Why do we meet at the first place if we know that we're gonna be on our separate ways :'(

like people say

People come and go , they go and left with memories that can't be erased

if only she know that i love her 

and if only i know her before this 

wouldn't it be great :"(

my tears is not for fun 

my tears are only for those who is special to me 

whom i will sacrifice anything for her 

There are songs that make you sad when you hear them. But it aren't the songs that make you sad, it are the people behind the memories.

 

          Some people come into our lives, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never the same.

and it will not be the same with her 

i hope she's happy with her bf now . hope for the best 

i just want her to know that i love her and i care for her 

i know everything that start will always has the ending to it 

maybe this is the ending :'(

not much to talk about now .. 

just gonna miss her face, hug ,and mostly her eyes ..

hey peps..

well maybe today is my sad day 

:"(

For those people who seems to be hurt today 

let this be your opening eye to what occurred in my life

The year 2010 , i was at the playground waiting up for my admirer to arrived ,

she came with the smile that i had been brighten up the day 

when the night came on the 5th of December 2010, i asked her hand out

and said" wasn't the sky nice in the night time?"

she answered back " yeah of course it is." with a fine tone

without me myself knowing that my hearts starts to feel 

weird feelings towards her

well i guess that's the love feeling that i felt on that night . 

Then i asked her by the hand to be my steady , or be my girl, 

or be my replacement. She was firstly shocked and 

she knew that i would asked her that question , 

she gave me the look of confused . 

As for me that time, i was under stressed as 

my heart tells me that she will not accept me . 

Eventually it turns out to be different , 

she agree or accepted me as her love . 

I was like on that time ,

i felt relieved to know that she actually do love me .

But somehow she shy to tell me, oh well the truth had 

revealed and she's mine ,

I own this Chickaro

Want to know who is my Chickaro

Its Sheeween or the real name is 

Nurul Siiriin Bte Othman

She had stolen my heart deeply till i had fallen in love with her since then 

 And our love story starts 

this is when i first wanting to be close with her 

the first end of the year celebration is this

 then slacking at the chalet 

then the time when i was depressed , 

after i get to know that my sis was been hospitalized

then it was the Edp outing watch movie

next the outing to Anugerah (singing competition)

then its my birthday picnic at the pasir ris park 2011

4June

well i wished those happiness could come back 

oh please come back to me , i need you my dear

i may say the harsh words upon you but i didn't mean it .

i swear , 

after what you had message me ,i feel so sad 

i hope you will know that i will not let you go

no matter how big our matters are Mhy

remember that ..:"(

i love you so much Mhy , 051210

Wey Humans 

Wanna know what

i dream about something bad in the morning

around 2-3 am after i surf in my facebook.

my dream had People in it ,

Ahyeen, Siiriin , Syikin, Thats all i remember 

firstly i dream that i was slacking under one block then somehow

Syikin appear in the scene she did say something with me at the side about Ahyeen

then when i went back and slack back over the table
then if i was not wrong i shout to Ahyeen saying out what Syikin told me early just now

Suddenly Syikin said that wasn't for Ahyeen ,and thats the old story .

I was like angry on that point of time 

i shoot out bad word to Syikin face , she just shut up the i was to angry 

i just bring my stuff along with me then walk off

And at the end of my ear i heard that the rest of the slackers 

asked Siiriin to talk to me , but the reaction of hers were like half hearted 

She followed me from behind till to the bustop then when she wanted to talk to me 

i got a call from my mom saying that am i goi to hospital to visit Nanadice 

i was like yupyup im goin to meet her then i was awaken by my sis hais ..haiyah ..

so now my concern is Siiriin inside my dream..why she need to be half hearted 

im totally hurt ..

crying now    

i miss the old of us

you people have patience 

my patience is very thick that i still 

can stand up straight upon what you have done

Just because of my love to deep for you 

would you believe it?

helooo

peps wanna sumting 

i had fun in school 

.. totally   ..

daily life wake in the morning 

bath , get ready for school, then off to school

meet Arzli , Ahyeen , Sean

take bus num 8

straight to school then went to my class to essemble

sing singapore song and take pledge 

first period english make my day totally

Movie time yaw!

its some sort of spiderwick i guess

super fun and we watch it at the ITR 

cold nohh

 

then half way was an exchange period to maths lesson 

erm boring uhc..

the teacher teach i play game haha

until recess time 

'

ITS RECESS YAWW!

eat eat eat like pig nohh haha
eat with my Baby and Arzli the usual..

 then we went to smoke

k , k  if i need to tell the whole story

it will just fill up my blog space rite haha 

so let me tell you about what happen when we were slacking..

just now i went to slack at tg 

well it turn out to be fine with my gurl but after about 20 mins

me and sean run up to other blk do wan see someone

face..

erm so yarh she got mad maybe then 

 yarh kae i feel lazy to update just 

wanna say that i miss the old time lah bby!

i swear i miss everything about you

okey i will change back to my old self but 

it will turns out to be more worse if you realize it..

....

byye love you..  <3

FUCKER!!

hey excuse me yeash i may be evil in ur eye

if u wanna beat me ..

bring it o

cause i knw i did ntg just to get a pic gan my bestie!!!

and im creating ohh pls not my type and wasting my bloody

time !

hais nehmind put my mind at rest,,

now eating cococrunch and milk! weeweeeeee

swet nice haha

nice rite !

Aper salah aku sampai kau nak buat aku macam nie?

aku tak pernaH  tolong kau ker?

aku tak pernah buat kau senyum ke?

jahat sangat ker aku nie sampai kau nak buat macam nie?

tak tengur aku ?

tak bbl gan aku?

kalau betul aku buat salah aku mintak maaf

dah sememangnyer aku dah pun mintak maaf 

den aper lagy kau nak?

Dan aper salah aku sampai org ketiga 

yang kau sanjung tuh adk angkat kau tersayang masuk campur?

ader hamba allah nie bilang aku aper yang dier msg

through hp kau yang dier takan anggap kau sebagai 

brother dier kalau kau pergi gan aku aper dier nyer maksud?

, kau memang tak blh lari dari keyataan 

yang aku nie dah pun termasuk dalam dunia kau..

 

kau memang tak akan tahu aper salah kau ..

tapi dengan cara kau gini ikut cakap adek angkat kau tersayang 

semua berubah dengan sekelip mata

hais..

aper maksud kau berubah ?

Asal aku nanges?

Nanges sebab kehilangan kawan yang aku kenal untuk dua tahun ..

kawan yang aku sayang untuk dua tahun..

tapi aper yang aku dapat??

memang aku tahu aku yang selalu

banyak marah tapi  , aku mintak maaf ..

aku bukan sengaja cumer aku kadang2 nak tegur 

kau maner yang aku tak suka tuh jer

memang aku mengaku aku kuat merajok 

sebab aku nie dipanggil manusia

yang ader perasaan 

dan sememang nyer kalau aku nie 

takde perasaan aku takan nanges 

disebabkan persahabatan  kiter 

selama dua tahun hendak berakhir..

 terima kasih sebab kau sudah pun sakit kan hati aku

sendangkan aku dah mintak maaf kau masih kelakuan macam nie

MEMANG KAU CAKAP TAKDE KWN TAK MATI

TAPI BILER KAU KEHILANGAN KWN 

MACAM KAU KEHILANGAN HP KAU 

YANG MANER BLH IKUT KAU DAN DENGAR CERITA SEDIH KAU

SEKARANG SEMUA NYA BERAKHIR!

nie untuk kau yan aku syg ..

 may you see that i truly treasure my friendship

:'(