andai nya dikau pergy

siapa kah yang akan meyayangi diriku ini

cobalah untuk mengerti..

kiranya kau lebih bahagia seandainya aku tiada

ku redhai permintaan hati,,

kini baru ku sedari

diri ini tak diperlukan lagy

mungkinkah salah ku atau kau masih ragu

dahulu kau sering mengisi hari ku dengan senyuman mu

tetapi benarkah semuakan berakhir..

di sini ku takan henti merayu

agar kau tidak pergy tinggalkan ku

,

ku redhai menanti mu sampai mati

ku berdoa agar kau percaya

sesungguh nya hanya kau yang ku cinta.

dapatkah kau rasa meski pun kecewa

kemaafan ku pinta

ku berharap kita kembali bersama

walaupun sekadar teman biasa 

ku menanti ,,kembalilah kasih

 i want you to know that whatever happen i will always wait for you.. 

for sure..this is not what i wanted to be..to see one part of  me destroy..

i just want you back, y can't we be back as we did last time..

y should there be someone else who interfere in it..

i just couldn't let the time i had with you , the kisses that i had with you go,

all had left me a deep impact in my life.

even if now i know i had a replacement for you but i still will wait for you no matter what happens..

i will be by ur side to hear out all ur problems

i will be there for you , if you are in needs of something ,

i will be your bestfren ever to heal up all the wounds that you may had..

i will risks my time just to be with you

no regret coming out from me as i know that this is what i wanted to be

in my life i just hate to see you to be alone,or even myself to be alone

i really need you by my side to keep me warm from getting cold out there ..

to my gurl,im sorry ..i know that i love u but i need time to love you like how i love my ex-

i swear you are the gurl that i pick to be my replacement ,thx accepting me once again 

now i need time to be myself again

wanna something,i know what people say is that when ex- = ex- as we should had no more connection btwn us rite?

but i can't ,i still treat her like my gurl,as im too inlove with her,i hope u understand..

but as far as i know ,i can't get close on how i did last time as u has stop me from doing it.

now i will try my best to cheer u up and make u happy always ..

i just wanna see that sweet smile of yours stay on ur pretty face.

okey bhy

love you 

150610

051210

hey people updating

for today..

firstly in the morning went out from my house to meet ain and hann at around 11,but eventually i went down and meet them at around 11.30-11.45 like that lah..

kecian drg kene tunggu lamer hais..

sorry tau tak sengaje tau,,

i swear it was not...

hhaha then we are off to spf haha

ingat kan nak amek buku lah kan ,then dapat tau Is cakap kedai buku tutup hais..

then we are off to afgan but then we walk pass fatin and adeq all,we chit chat jap then keciqq pun ikut uhc kiter gy bugis..'

so we walk to keciqq house to tell her mother,haha

funnny sia i wanna to tell but scared uhc..

sorry eh im scared uhc..

haha

so hann pun ckap lah gan mak keciqq cakap kiter gy bugis and will be back around 4-4.30 gytuh and i was like 4+ omg per...siang sia ..so the keciqq pun gy lah siap kan so yarh  ..

dah siap we straight away go to my house..yeah

haha ask hann to talk to my mom haha - cute tau tak..'

kekek uhc lu,then i ask hann to kol the rest to come into house..

semua gy dapur duduk depan comp as i on music and dgr through speaker.

best dok hhaha

then i tke around hlf and hour sia

to siap.haha kesian drg yang menunggu.hahaha

soory tau

after siap-siap semua ,we straight went to bustop afgan and naik bus 12!

yeah single deck..

puki tiang betol lah!

the i sat with ain and keciqq at the last sit ..hann sat infront of me..

fiyuhh it takes up a lot of our bloody time to go there..hais..

fuck ass men!

half way through hann pun fell asleep awwww so cute my mummy sleeping ahah'

Daddy Bear can't sleep uhc..hais..

so we take photo lah haha so funny ..

when we reached our destination there ..it was so darm crowded sia!

fuhh]yuh!

sempit lah sia tempat saner..sodeh hann kene tinggal half way hais..

kene lah tunggukan dier..haha

'cute sia hann ..dengan jalan dier,haha mummy ku slalu cute btl tak?haha

hahaha..

then nak carik kedai namer bancolen ..as i know i go before tapi biler  aku umur 6 ke 5 tak salah..

takan aku nak ingat kan..

hais..

lepas tuh kiter pusing nyer pusing sampai lah penat tak dapat pun..'hais sodeh

kiter pun aper lagy ..we all just went down the road and wave for a taxi to come but in the end tak dapat- dapat pulak sedih sia!

hais hujung ke hujung sia jalan sikit puyer lah penat..

atlast kiter dapat satu taxi kat daerah arab street best juga

haha

so then antar keciqq balik dulu sebab die dah lambat ..

hais..kecian aku tngk dier asyik kene marah je hais..

sodeh

takper lah keciqq im sorry kae kalau keciqq kene marah gan parents nyer ..

im sorry keciqq

lepas tuh left only me ,ain and hann so we straight away headed to macdonals as hann nak belanje 

yeah nice sia..haha

we drank all the same ,chocolate aper entah nice sia!'haha

dah minum kiter pun balik lah..hann naik bus 65..me and ain naik 28 ..oh well antar lah ttm balik dulu lepas tuh baru 

lah blh umpe matair i sendiri..

hais..then mit up my matair..then as ussual talk chit-chat with her,as per normal..

and she put her head on my lap..aww first time sia.haha

nice one..yeh..neh sayang jugak tau aku kat dier.hha

i tk pernah nak benci u bhy ..and pls tolong jgn ungkit kesah dulu sedang kan i gan dier tkde paper pun hais,we are just fren bhy..

percayer lah kae,,..sayang u..

bear bear sayang kan 150610 and 051210 jugakk so muchh!!

okey lah bubbye see you bhy ..sayang you all!

muacks!

tc tau babystitch kat saner love you!

:'(