hey peps..

well maybe today is my sad day 

:"(

For those people who seems to be hurt today 

let this be your opening eye to what occurred in my life

The year 2010 , i was at the playground waiting up for my admirer to arrived ,

she came with the smile that i had been brighten up the day 

when the night came on the 5th of December 2010, i asked her hand out

and said" wasn't the sky nice in the night time?"

she answered back " yeah of course it is." with a fine tone

without me myself knowing that my hearts starts to feel 

weird feelings towards her

well i guess that's the love feeling that i felt on that night . 

Then i asked her by the hand to be my steady , or be my girl, 

or be my replacement. She was firstly shocked and 

she knew that i would asked her that question , 

she gave me the look of confused . 

As for me that time, i was under stressed as 

my heart tells me that she will not accept me . 

Eventually it turns out to be different , 

she agree or accepted me as her love . 

I was like on that time ,

i felt relieved to know that she actually do love me .

But somehow she shy to tell me, oh well the truth had 

revealed and she's mine ,

I own this Chickaro

Want to know who is my Chickaro

Its Sheeween or the real name is 

Nurul Siiriin Bte Othman

She had stolen my heart deeply till i had fallen in love with her since then 

 And our love story starts 

this is when i first wanting to be close with her 

the first end of the year celebration is this

 then slacking at the chalet 

then the time when i was depressed , 

after i get to know that my sis was been hospitalized

then it was the Edp outing watch movie

next the outing to Anugerah (singing competition)

then its my birthday picnic at the pasir ris park 2011

4June

well i wished those happiness could come back 

oh please come back to me , i need you my dear

i may say the harsh words upon you but i didn't mean it .

i swear , 

after what you had message me ,i feel so sad 

i hope you will know that i will not let you go

no matter how big our matters are Mhy

remember that ..:"(

i love you so much Mhy , 051210

Wey Humans 

Wanna know what

i dream about something bad in the morning

around 2-3 am after i surf in my facebook.

my dream had People in it ,

Ahyeen, Siiriin , Syikin, Thats all i remember 

firstly i dream that i was slacking under one block then somehow

Syikin appear in the scene she did say something with me at the side about Ahyeen

then when i went back and slack back over the table
then if i was not wrong i shout to Ahyeen saying out what Syikin told me early just now

Suddenly Syikin said that wasn't for Ahyeen ,and thats the old story .

I was like angry on that point of time 

i shoot out bad word to Syikin face , she just shut up the i was to angry 

i just bring my stuff along with me then walk off

And at the end of my ear i heard that the rest of the slackers 

asked Siiriin to talk to me , but the reaction of hers were like half hearted 

She followed me from behind till to the bustop then when she wanted to talk to me 

i got a call from my mom saying that am i goi to hospital to visit Nanadice 

i was like yupyup im goin to meet her then i was awaken by my sis hais ..haiyah ..

so now my concern is Siiriin inside my dream..why she need to be half hearted 

im totally hurt ..

crying now    

i miss the old of us

you people have patience 

my patience is very thick that i still 

can stand up straight upon what you have done

Just because of my love to deep for you 

would you believe it?