dissapointed - down - sad

i don't know what im feeling now ..

swear i don't know ..

how i wish this wouldn't happen upon me 

 .:: to bby .::

i love you so much 

but you didn't seem to realize it..

not knowing how hurt i am

you just see how hurt you are

yeash i may seem to be happy 

but deep down my heart 

its bleeding 

but for sure i will not show it in front of  you

precisely i don't want to see you cry no more

every sec - min - hour - day - month - year 

i will miss you but will you care ..

im so disappointed with your reaction just now ..

i swear if im not cry outside 

the worst thing is im crying inside no one will know 

especially you

 

you need to know that i love you so darm fucking much 

that i myself can't even say the word "Break"

no way im letting you go

but eventually today was the worst day ever

i swear i can't hold on to my tears now..

erm ...

Today was a bad day for me when came in to the period of chemistry oh god 

it can eventually killed me to death sey  

hais

sad sia can't see aniting because the boys blocked my view 

thx eh guys well done ...

pls do it again *sarcastic

hais give up sia with chemistry totally !

its okey no mood to type liao erm

bubbye then erm but as always love my one and only 

Sheeween 

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